I felt it as a child...
The torture coming and going as it pleased...
As I lay on the floor, naked, crying in pain...
The doctors did all they could, just said it was normal...
My mother called me a liar...
And so did ever one around me...
Five years later I come face to face with my cancer.

They tell me scary things like you'll never have kids,
freeze your eggs, let's drug you up till you can't feel a thing...

I feel like damaged goods...
Would you want me when I have nothing to offer
But sickness and fatigue, I feel more alone then ever...
Everyday is a losing battle...
You can't cure something if there is no known cause
So once again I suffer the lose of so much...
This disorder is excruciating and debilitating...

Will I ever find a way through my disease...